Meh

I notice myself becoming increasingly angry, irritated, annoyed. I think it's stress related, not sure, possibly due to lack of sleep.  17 more days of this shit. Heh, we'll see how it goes.

Scuuuurt

Today there was car accidents one after another. Only one death and 1 serious injury. Be careful out there people! It's not only for your safety, but the safety of others.

On a plus note I have 360 of my 504 clinical hours done... only 12 more 12 hour days. Keeping my fingers crossed for a paid on call position from this too. If not, at least I got the experience, made some friends, and made some references. I really appreciate my local Fire Department for giving me this opportunity and helping me with my schooling. 

Do De Doo

I'm not much of a writer, but I figured I'd give this thing a shot. If anything it may be good to get some feelings or thoughts out of my head. This past year has been kind of crazy, almost done with school, which has kind of driven my life under a rock... hopefully temporarily. Started working my old, not so awesome and has nothing to do with my schooling, job again, wrote off a lot of my friends, and met/broke up with my now ex girlfriend because school and work have taken over! I don't mean to sound like I'm complaining, because well, I'm not at  all and if this wasn't what I wanted then I wouldn't be doing it. I'm just a little burnt out is all with this crazy schedule the state has me running;
Sunday: Fire Department, 8-8
Monday: Fire Department, 8-8
Tuesday: Work, 9-7
Wednesday the 1st, 8th, 22nd: Hockey and time off
Wednesday the 15th + 29th: Fire Department, 8-8
Thursday: Fire Department, 8-8
Friday the 3rd, 10th, 24th: Fire Department, 8-8
Friday the 17th: CPR car renewal, 10-4
Saturday: Work 8-6 and hockey 9:30-11
so... sorry if people do stumble across this blog and find it dry, annoying, or anything like that but really I'm not making it for you, I'm just trying to collect my thoughts.
On the plus side I did get to see one of my 2 best friends that I haven't seen in about 6 months due to lack of time and a destructive abuse of alcohol (not mine). By the sounds of it he's trying really hard to get better and I'm really excited about it.